{"id":24502,"date":"2023-12-06T00:01:15","date_gmt":"2023-12-06T08:01:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/exhaustnotes.us\/blog\/?p=24502"},"modified":"2023-12-06T13:31:30","modified_gmt":"2023-12-06T21:31:30","slug":"season-of-change-part-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/exhaustnotes.us\/blog\/index.php\/2023\/12\/06\/season-of-change-part-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Season of Change: Part 3"},"content":{"rendered":"<h6>By Mike Huber<\/h6>\n<p>I returned to my mat\/astral spaceship with a full dose of ayahuasca in a cup that I was about to drink.\u00a0 This would be my 12<sup>th<\/sup> time consuming this magical potion from the jungles of South America.\u00a0 As I sat staring into the cup that would soon bring me into another world I was as scared as I had ever been in my life, especially having just had one of the most frightening journeys of my life the night prior. Looking into the cup of dark molasses-colored and textured fluid I set my intentions and fearfully drank what was a little over an ounce, but it would prove to be more than enough to benefit me.<\/p>\n<p>Similar to the prior evening I sat back to let the medicine absorb into my body.\u00a0 There was nothing for me to do but let the medicine perform its work now.\u00a0 Once the singing of the icaros began I could feel another entity coming towards me, but it wasn\u2019t the panther from the previous night.\u00a0 It was a War of the Worlds type of jellyfish with tentacles.\u00a0 I was relaxed since in previous ceremonies this was the hallucination I was used to.\u00a0 One of the tentacles came down and at the end of it was the pattern of the inside of the ayahuasca vine but I could tell it was an eye scoping me out.\u00a0 Yet again I was eye to eye with a new entity introducing itself to me.\u00a0 What was constantly on my mind was if this entity would disappear and return me to the Hell I was in the previous night.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-24506\" src=\"https:\/\/exhaustnotes.us\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/alieneye.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"230\" srcset=\"https:\/\/exhaustnotes.us\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/alieneye.jpg 600w, https:\/\/exhaustnotes.us\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/alieneye-300x115.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Pretty much as soon as the hopes of not returning to that Hell faded, yup, you guessed it I returned to the exact same Hell as the previous night.\u00a0 Damn it!\u00a0 It was for a shorter period of time though (or so I thought as time is relative in the spirit world).\u00a0 There were no voices or guidance this time, though, so I wasn\u2019t quite sure of the lesson I was being taught (but I did vomit ferociously for quite some time). Once that began to wind down my name was called and I moved to the facilitator that would sing to me face to face.\u00a0 I was instantly uplifted and felt just pure happiness.\u00a0 A happiness and peace with myself that I hadn\u2019t felt for years. I was comfortable within my own skin and felt as though I had been reborn and given a new chance to experience life through this new lens that I hadn\u2019t had previously.<\/p>\n<p>That evening I went back into the room to have tea with others and was no longer huddled in the corner.\u00a0 I participated in the conversations while also checking in on others to ensure none of them felt as I did the previous night. It was one of the best experiences I had to date with this medicine, but I still had one more night to go through, so I was cautious not to become overly comfortable. 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